Meister Eckhart, one of our greatest, most daring and
adventurous teachers, from the High Middle Ages, wrote, There is nothing so much like God as silence. It is one of those enigmatic remarks we
often find in spiritual teaching. The
ancient prophet Elijah, in despair at the major crisis in his life, stands before the Lord, as the Hebrew
puts it, on Mount Horeb. There was a
mighty wind which threw even the rocks around, then an earthquake, then a fire
– but, we are told, the Lord was not in any of this excitement. Then, after the fire, a sound of silence… And
Elijah, says the story, “heard” the silence.
The Hebrew sentence uses two words to express the silence, and one of
them actually means stillness. It depicts
the most dramatic contrast to all the noise and strife and terror that had gone
before. A sudden complete calm. The tumult and the shouting dies. It is not the only place in the Bible where
such a transition happens.
Silence, writes
Rowan Williams, is letting what there is
be what it is, and in that sense it is profoundly to do with God. So it is hands-off. Silence signifies that for the moment we have
stopped trying to manage and control, or to achieve anything. It is not so much that we create a time and a
space of silence and stillness for a while – it is much more our knowledge that
anything we now say or do will simply intrude and be unnecessary,
unhelpful. We have already done all we
can, which was to bring ourselves to sit still, and be silent within, as much
as we can, which, as we know, often isn’t much.
(Thank God for commas.)
We meditators often need to be reminded also of some
realities of the external silence. The
world, and what Dapper Dan the Weather Man calls Mother Nature, choose not
to be silent, and are unlikely to do otherwise.
The traffic still drives past, sometimes kicking up gravel. Doors creak.
Birds patter around on the roof.
Distant horns and sirens sound sometimes… All of that, I have to say, is perfectly
proper. No one gets complete silence
anywhere. In a monastery there are
noises, I have to tell you, including the monks’ gastro-intestinal chorus. Thomas Merton in his hermitage deep in the
woods still complained in his journal of some farmer driving his tractor perhaps
2 km away. Serious studies of silence have shown that it actually
never happens.
And rightly so. The
silence that matters for us is within.
It comes when we are content to be still, and to shut down our
deliberate thinking about people and issues, including ourselves – not because
the thoughts are wrong, but because for the moment they are surplus to
requirements – and then to say our mantra simply and humbly and gently, and to
return to it whenever we realise we have strayed off.
Sometimes this is put a little differently, as though the
silence is there anyway, whether we are or not, and we divest ourselves of
noise and busyness in order to enter it for a while. That’s just another way of describing the
same thing.
What we have made space for is presence and attention, God’s
and ours. In our noisy fractious
clamouring world this is the road less travelled. In this space, every repetition of the mantra
is our consent to God, to the Spirit’s steady depletion of the ego which
otherwise stands in front of God -- and to the growth of love and all
Christikeness in us, day by day.
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