Being who we are - 19 June 2020

What I say to you in the dark, tell in the light; and what you hear whispered, proclaim from the housetops. (Matthew 10:27) 

Jesus speaks in aphorisms, and if you listen to the gospel for next Sunday you will hear a string of them.  They are all, one way or another, about what the great 20th century Catholic theologian Hans Küng called simply, Christ sein, Being a Christian.  For Hans Küng it means living one’s allegiance to Christ as a liberal and well informed Catholic.  For Donald J Trump it means Protestantism in the American version, propping up capitalism and white male supremacy.  One person I know, who never goes near the church, was however a boarder at a Christian college, and now therefore sees himself as a sort of Honorary Christian.  My point is that 10 people will have 10 differing concepts of what it means to be a Christian.

It differs also from one age to another.  In my youth it meant having been converted (as we understood the word) to Jesus, and witnessing in our lives... and, as I recall, being happy all the time.  Others around that time would have said it meant being baptised in the true faith and living according to its precepts.  It meant something else in the time of Henry VIII…  something else again in 1st century Rome or Antioch, Ephesus or Alexandria …  it meant one thing to the Pilgrim Fathers, and another to the Spanish invaders of Mexico and South America.

   

I don’t think Jesus ever heard the word Christian, but what he clearly expected was that his followers would be bound to him in love, and he would be bound to them.  Abide in me and I in you.1  He expected that the essential part of us would be inspired and led by him, given to God, inwardly, day by day.  He called it where your treasure is.  It is a quiet place where some things are settled, and ego has assumed its proper function which is not in charge.  In St Paul’s writings this relationship is called being in Christ;  in the writings of John it is described as abiding.  

And so Jesus says this aphorism: What I say to you in the dark, tell in the light; and what you hear whispered, proclaim from the housetops.  His followers have an inner life.  It is in this inner room, nourished by prayer, informed by scripture and by wisdom from other disciples of Jesus, that wounds are healed and the sting is drawn from memory, it is here that faith is renewed and humility reigns.  This is what he calls, what I say to you in the dark… what you hear whispered.  It is wisdom, imparted in love, it is steadiness.  In John we find Jesus calling it living water, bubbling up.   

This is who we are, who we are becoming, in Christ.  It is our truest self.  And discipleship is being who we are.  Tell it in the light, says Jesus, proclaim it from the housetops.  I think he means, don’t hide or pretend... if someone wants to know, then tell it in the light.  But in any case be who you are.  Don’t imagine that Christian discipleship can somehow be neatly harmonised with the culture of secularism, consumerism, hedonism or greed.  I do, I admit, have difficulty with proclaiming it from the housetops… maybe with a violin, if I could, like Fiddler on the Roof… on a nice sunny day… some quiet tune about love and loss, joy and sorrow.