16 October 2020

Living liminally…1 – 16 October 2020

 

Father Richard Rohr is a Franciscan based in Albuquerque, New Mexico – and if you ask him about the church he says he lives on the edge of the inside.  Some of us know that territory quite well these days… the edge of the inside.  We have done lots of things in the church and there have been some good and meaningful times.  But somehow in the process, even just in our thoughts, we have moved centrifugally towards the edge where we find we are seeing some new things.  And that is Fr Richard’s first point on  the subject of living liminally.  Limen in Latin is the doorway, the line between inside and outside, the threshold.  Inside we may be warm, housed, fed and sheltered, even feel safe.  On the boundary it gets different.  Inside we belong, and there are familiar patterns and rituals.  But also, inside, there are things we don’t see so clearly, a lot that we miss by being inside, even get wrong – as Isaiah the Hebrew prophet put it long ago, the people listen but don’t comprehend, look but don’t understand.[1]  That is a hazard of belonging, whether it is belonging enthusiastically to a church, or to the American people, or any sort of fervent nationalism… a political party it may be, or a charmed family circle or tribe, or any cosy culture… Rosemary Clooney put it succinctly:

Am I not seein’ things too clear
Am I just too far gone (in) to hear
Is it all goin’ in one ear and out the other

Moving to the margins however, we may find freer air, we may look back and start to recognise the system’s idolatries, says Fr Richard, its lies, its shadow side – in trendy sporting metaphor, the playing field opens up for us.  And so it is that from ancient times prophets, mystics, some of our best theologians, not to mention many ordinary folk, have found… ourselves coming to the edge of the inside, declining now to be co-opted by any system.  There are, Fr Richard points out, what he calls softer forms of this, like people who are not entranced by TV “infotainment”, people who decline to be trendy, who moderate their income and possessions, people who make prayer a part of their lives, people who place themselves in risky situations for the greater good.  It is ironic that we must go to the edge, often, to find the centre.  And it is a fact that, on the boundaries it becomes easier to see and respond to Jesus and to the Word of God.

In John’s Gospel, Jesus depicts himself as the Door, the Gate of the Sheepfold.  He does mean initially that he is the way in… indeed he may have meant he is the only way in.  But then it says… he leads them out.[2]  His flock go in and out and find pasture.  We can venture beyond the sheepfold because, it says, we know his voice.  Jesus may indeed be in the tabernacle, but at the boundaries and beyond, out in the desert, amid strife and hardship, among the marginalised, in places where, in Rudyard Kipling’s rugged words, there ain’t no ten commandments, we can hear and recognise the voice of the shepherd, and know to whom we belong. 

So, now we will have a little series on Living Liminally… and I am hoping for the wisdom of others who, like me, have been doing this already for some time.



[1] Isaiah 6:9.  Jesus quotes this in Mark 8:18.

[2] John 10:3-5, 9

09 October 2020

Don’t worry, be happy – 9 October 2020

 

Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice.  Let your gentleness be known to everyone. The Lord is near.  Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.  And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:4-7)

This is the Epistle for next Sunday.  But first, a problem: Let your gentleness be known to everyone.  The Greek epieikes (ἐπιεικὲς) might mean gentleness, but Paul means more than that: declining to react, reluctance to engage in a dispute, willingness to let it go.

The emphatic verb here, however, as you heard, is Rejoice!  Double rejoicing, in fact… Paul writes, Again I say, rejoice!   I have a memory of Music I at Auckland University, 1954, Professor Holinrake, and he made us sing this whole text in Henry Purcell’s The Bell Anthem… with decidedly mixed results.[1]  Rejoicing is what happens when you know that everything that can be right, right now, is right.  Other things may be far from right.  But you are held at this inner space in love and in order.  Rejoicing is when the heart and not merely the liturgy says sursum corda, you may lift up your hearts… as when Etty Hillesum writes from Westerbork on her way to Auschwitz: There is a really deep well inside me.  And in it dwells God.  Sometimes I am there, too …  And that is all we can manage these days and also all that really matters: that we safeguard that little piece of You, God, in ourselves.  Rejoicing is not feeling happy – it is finding the inner place where all is well.

Then Paul writes, Do not worry about anything.  Some people worry about everything.  Some observe a kind of law which says that the amount you worry tells everyone the amount you care... but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.  I really don’t think this is going to God with a shopping list.  Our needs are known.  Wisdom however includes a keen sense of what is not going to change… and so we begin the process of letting go.  Everyone knows what the alcoholics call the Serenity Prayer – not everyone knows that it was written by the American theologian Reinhold Niebuhr, and what he wrote was this:

God, give me grace to accept with serenity
the things that cannot be changed,
courage to change the things which should be changed,
and the wisdom to distinguish the one from the other.
Living one day at a time, enjoying one moment at a time,
accepting hardship as a pathway to peace,
taking, as Jesus did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it,
trusting that You will make all things right, if I surrender to Your will,
so that I may be reasonably happy in this life,
and supremely happy with You forever in the next.

Paul goes on: And the peace of God… the shalom of God… which surpasses all understanding…  That word “understanding” in Greek is nous (νοῦς) which has entered the English language as nous[2], meaning mind, intellect.  God’s gift of peace/shalom is just as likely to be despite events and the state of things, as to be because of them.  It is not cause and effect, so it is not accessible to our understanding -- it is grace, not a matter of achievement or deserving, but a gift of love. 



[1] You can find The Bell Anthem sung properly on You Tube.

[2] The Greek rhymes with loose, the English rhymes with louse.

02 October 2020

Profit and loss – 2 October 2020

Today our Warkworth Christian Meditation group was able to resume actual meetings within the Covid-19 restrictions.

Whatever gains I had, these I have come to regard as loss because of Christ. More than that, I regard everything as loss because of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things, and I regard them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ, and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but one that comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God based on faith. (Philippians 3:7-9)

Paul had thought it necessary to provide these Philippians with his impeccable credentials as a Jew – there must have been a number of Jewish Christians in Philippi -- so he wrote: Circumcised the eighth day, a member of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew born of Hebrews; as to the law a pharisee; as to zeal a persecutor of the church; as to righteousness under the law, blameless.  But then he selects the language of trade and commerce, and we get: Whatever assets I had I have come to regard as loss because of Christ.  The balance sheet accounting words are there in the Greek – profit/gains is kerdos ( κέρδος) and loss is zēmia (ζημία)… and soon there is a third word which accountants might use in fraught moments.

The point is that for Paul there came a turnaround which can only be described as conversion.  His meritorious life, with its credits and assets, has been occupied now by Christ.  A takeover.  The new owner, Christ, has priority now over all Paul’s assets – indeed, some of them seem to Paul not assets any more but loss.  And this is where he uses a third word, a Greek colloquialism, for these former assets, skubala (σκύβαλα), which can mean either scraps you throw to the dogs, or what you have to pick up when walking your dogs.

It’s hyperbole… It is not quite the way we might word our relationship with Jesus, with God in Christ.  We would be, I think, refined, conservative, polite, and a little more respectful of our native gifts.  Martin Luther said his heart was now captive… he belonged to Christ as a slave belongs.  Paul says in another place[1], It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me.

Yet for many of us such talk is a bit of an embarrassment.  But that is not to deny the reality.  Contemplative life and prayer gently and steadily broadens and deepens the bond with Christ, until it dawns on us that there is no going back.  The grace and love which are now occupying us is different in many ways for each of us, but the common factor is our discovery that now we are captured by the mystery and the adventure of faith, that there are aspects of faith which move us to the core – can it be, we wonder, that Jesus has come and taken residence, abiding in us as he said…?  If so, we spend the rest of our lives finding out what that means in practice, what it is like to live in faith, hope and love… these three, as Paul put it.



[1] Galatians 2:20